Finally month end. Damn shackzzzz. When tomorrow comes, it's a new month again. And it starts all over. Sigh.

Feeling emo and moody and pmsy.

My uncle just passed away from stomach cancer. His prognosis was about a year. So sad. My mom's was about 20 months. Whenever a loved one passes away, u're reminded of how short and unpredictable life is. Yet many times, we still take it for granted. And it's even sadder to know that you only treasure something or someone when they're finally gone.

When will we ever learn our lesson?

And i can't stand superficiality. I don't understand why there is a need to please people, or be friends with everyone. not as if it's a popularity contest. If you don't like the person, why bother to be so fake and nice right. The working world is truly much bitchier and political than school days. I just wanna mind my own business. Like leave me alone and out of your political bullshits and gossips. I've become so wary of people that i rather talk less, cause you never know who will just take your words out of context. Some people seriously have nothing better to do. I think i'm a person of one best friend, than ten acquaintances who may just backstab you one day.

Can I just be a tai tai already? Just me and my manicures and pedicures. And my tvb dramas. I rather watch a drama, than be part of a drama.

Seriously, life is too short. I just wanna spend my time with people I care about. The rest of them can just eat shit and indulge in their world of gossips.

I wish i could just take a month off from work, go to some 3rd world country to do some missionary work and find peace within myself. I'm becoming too much of a cynic and pessimist.