Is it the way i handle things, or is God fond of throwing many lemons in my way?

They say when life throws you lemon, make lemonade.

I feel like in the past 2 years, i've been pelted with so many lemons, that i don't even have the energy to make one cup of lemonade. Then i start to wonder.

Perhaps i've been so busy throwing the lemons back that i should just sit down, give myself time to make these lemonade.

Whenever someone throws me a lemon, i've been so preoccupied throwing it back, that i failed to take the time and think that maybe, it's good to keep the lemon for myself, and know that in time to come, these lemons will serve good purposes in my life.

I need to learn to let go and live my own life.